The drunken drama continues and escalates. I'm slowly getting drawn more and more into the drama and I'm *not* liking it. I'm actually starting to have those nagging misgivings about ever having moved up here in the first place. Maybe I would have been better off taking the Wells Fargo job and staying in the Cities. It would have been enough $$ for me to pay off bills and still cover rent.
The straight drama is that Stephanie is a *bitch*. She's a manipulative whiny bitch who thinks that she's above everyone else on the floor. She's all goody goody two shoes, but yet, tonight, we find out she gave Nick a blow job (tainted goods) *but* she doesn't remember if she swallowed or not! Now, granted after a few weeks or months, I'd not remember either, but this has been less than three weeks and she's totally in love/lust/something with him.
I'm just more than ready to sit Jason down, explain some things to him, both about myself and about him. Why people on the floor are uncomfortable around him, why they don't ask him out drinking, and so on.
Christine's friend Michael is up here visiting her. He's got 17 days before he's in the Navy for a few years. He's a cutie and I'd love to show him a few things. He's gay, but I don't think he's interested in me at all. Oh well, I'd rather just make out with him to totally fry Jason's brain outta his mind.
We had a fun night actually, Christine, Michael, and I hanging out in her room. If Stephanie has stayed *sober*, she'd not have been that bad. She was totally smashed and a complete whining bitch.
We popped in "Dude, Where's My Car" and watched that. Stupid pointless movie, though one of the "Zoltan" followers was *hot*. Anyways...Jason came in and watched the last 45 minutes or so of the movie. It was actually a fun night until the Stephanie drama started. Apparently Jason (my roommate for clarification, the other Jason is out of town this weekend) has just read Stephanie the riot act. Hopefully, this will get some sense into her head, but I'm not counting on it.
I'm slowly starting to hang out with the people on the floor. I'm getting comfortable with them all and it's not all that bad, except for the drama. I could seriously use some dramamine on nights like this.
*Break for more drama*
Okay, Jason, Stephanie, Christine, and Michael are all stumbling over to Coburn's for "stuff", I have my request in. 1/2 gallon of milk and chocolate chip cookies.
Maybe my isolation isn't all bad. It's more like Priscilla and the analogy of the suburbs. It's not that the countryside is protected from the city by the suburbs, rather the city is protected from the countryside by the suburbs.
Maybe I'm just protecting myself from all the drama and bullshit around me by pulling away. Rather than dealing with all the stress and the bullshit, I'm dealing with myself and my life. I'm sick of this fucking shit. I know that with dorm life goes some bullshit and drama, but every day and every drunken night?
If this was truly the "SOTA" floor, I don't think we'd be having these problems. The "A" wing (the younger girls) are drama/angst ridden, a few of the older guys on "B" wing (where I live) are adding to it, Nick is a player. Love 'em and leave 'em. Not bad, 'cept when women don't get it. "C" Wing is quiet. We never hear from them. I've actually considered moving to "C" Wing. I don't know if it's the proximity to Brad's room (the RA) or if they are just more mature, naturally quieter, or what...but they have to hate the drama of "A" Wing and the drunked rowdiness that occasionally erupts on our wing.
All I want (and it seems like I'm asking for the world right now) is for Jason to be gone for a weekend and for me to have an entire weekend to myself, able to lock the world outside when I want, not be interrupted.
Why I need that privacy/me time I don't know. I think I spooked Sean out tonight as I was kinda down about all the drama and feeling isolated by it all. I hadn't realized that it wasn't necessarily a bad thing. I think my attitude put him off or totally spooked him. I hope not. He's a really nice guy and I would like to get to know him better.
We'll see how it all goes down in the next few days. I think Jason may actually realize he can be somewhat involved on this floor, Stephanie might actually realize that she can be herself and might actually be liked around here, and I might actually have made some friends.
You know, all and all, maybe the drama isn't so bad. It at least brings issues to the surface and deals with them. It's not the best way to deal with things, but they are then dealt with issues. Otherwise, we'd have huge blowups from time to time and that would truly suck.
The Coburn's caravan has been gone for a while. I'm hoping that they will return fairly soon. My munchies and my headache will appreciate them.
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