Energy...Alignment...and Fate

I sat down tonight with the intention of working my novel. It’s been languishing lately in the doldrums as it’s fallen victim to the road to hell...it’s all been good intentions.

However, I picked up my year and a day teaching plan for my beliefs and rituals. I quickly sat it down, organized my magickal cabinet and re-set my altar. It’s amazing just how much better I feel having blown out all the psychic crud that has accumulated here over the past few months.

My animosity towards some people has lessened, I’m making new friends, and I’m actually enjoying life right now.

It’s a very big change for me... and I love it.

I’m going to be working on my year and a day teaching plan rather hard core for the next six weeks or so. I’d like to have it ready for June 21st, to invite Them to bless it with Their Power and to hopefully start teaching a student or two.

I feel like I’ve rediscovered many things...and it’s an irony of sorts that it all happened after the Christian Easter holiday. My mother would say it’s Jesus Christ working in my life and I say it’s the God and Goddess answering my prayers to refind my path and to realign with them, knowing it helps me on my way in life.

Yeah, it’s a deep philosphical post, sue me. *grin*

Brokeback Mountain...

Okay...I found this after hearing a techno remix of the BBM theme. Just hearing what was left of the theme in the remix had me thinking about the movie...and I found myself with tears running down my face. Not seeing the movie, just hearing the theme song.

I didn’t realize just how deeply or how strongly that Brokeback Mountain had rearranged my core being and my beliefs. It has caused me to re-evaluate everything in my life.

I sought mental help that I needed. I’ve not missed a day of meds in two months.

I’ve realized that where I am in my life, I have a steady job that I actually enjoy and have fun while working.

I have a boyfriend that I love, who cares about me, and while we do see things from different perspectives, I do love though things are tough right now for us.

Even though I’ve had to put off moving for a few months now due to missing two weeks of work (one week with meningitis and a week later, missing another week due to the ear infections), I’m still upbeat about moving out on my own or with a roommate. It’s looking as though it will pull together and I’ve not lost my faith that I can do it.

I’ve been feeling much more introspective lately, and it’s a good thing. I’m discarding a lot of emotional baggage.

Spring silliness

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All replies will be permanently screened because it’s a secret. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

As always, please be aware that no holds are barred.