07 March 2002

Ouch! Reality Checks hurt!

Well, I've finally figured out why I hang out on IRC. Gay.com is great if I want to be ignored and treated as a persona non gratis. IRC I get treated as a piece of meat that people wanna f*ck.

Neither is what I want, but it's at least nice to be found attractive as a sex object at least. It's sad when the cyber-stroking of the ego is all you get...

And people wonder the "older" and "fatter" people in the gay community are so bitter and jaded...

What do I know? I'm just a lonely romantic looking for a husband. If I just wanted to get off, I have a hand and I know how to use it. All too damned well...

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