Memories...

I moved all my old 2001 and 2002 Blogger entries into LiveJournal tonight and was reading them as I moved them all over.

I realized just how much Mikey had touched my heart and my soul. I totally fell in love with him. He taught me to see things in a different light, to let go of the past and live in the present.

I never realized just how much I loved him and how much I care for him and worry about him.

For whatever reason, Mikey and I weren't meant to be. I still have a wonderful friend out of it but it's still the occasional twinge of pain when I think about him. I still have strong feelings for him and I'm still learning to slowly ground out those energies and channel those feeling into something productive.

I just hope that Mikey finds someone in his life who makes him feel as good as he makes me feel.