28 September 2003

I feel special...

M: Oh lord...M and I had been talking for a long time. We finally went on a date and it was wonderful. I had a great time and did he. Things were looking great until (drum roll)... his ex asks him back. M still had feelings for his ex (ex dumped M) and then shazam, I'm on the outside as M takes the time to reassess if he wants to go back to him. As of today, quoting M "If I had to make a decision today, I would say there is a good chance of us getting back together."

Pardon me, I need to find the rest of my heart and soul. I think I see some of the pieces over there...wedged in the concrete where they were trampled. *sigh* I actually felt something with M, I really did. It was the first time I'd been with someone and actually felt *good* about it all in a long time.

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