I could feel each shell, each layer of ward strip away. Milwaukee is a distinct city of power, positive higher power. Madison is the source of much of the Earth Power found around southeastern Wisconsin.
It was obvious that I was not meant to travel to Milwaukee. Well, it was obvious that there were forces that didn't want me to travel to Milwaukee.
3 hours and 15 minutes after leaving St. Cloud I got to the train station on Wednesday. Okay, I'll leave Thursday. We had a series of problems from loss of track priority to a phantom "hot box" meaning that an axle on the train. By the time we go to Pewaukee, I could feel a distinct shift in energy.
Mikey and I got some dinner and then headed north to meet Jackie and Jade. Jase was already there and he hit hard against my defenses. Jackie arrived about 15 minutes later and we quickly bonded. Jackie is an amazing healer...and an empath. I would be learning in a couple of hours that I was also an empath...not a channeler. It was decided that my healing would start quickly as there was much to be done. Two and a half hours later, most of the healing was done, except for all the new information that was in my head that I still needed to sort through. We hung out for a while then Mikey and I headed home.
Friday day was spent on running errands then a small "preview" trip to Free Spirit Crystals in Butler WI. The clarity of the previous nights healing was just a precursor of what would happen at Free Spirit. My love of geology and the earth is now completely clear.
I picked out a few things that spoke to me while there and one piece that was a "I want the pretty!" pick. It was also my first exposure to Marene. She is one of the two proprietors of Free Spirit. After that we headed back to
Saturday was the day of reckoning for me. We got up and headed to Free Spirit so Marene could do a Tarot reading on me. Upon returning from Marene's reading, I turned to
I sat quietly in the corner with a lorge piece of window quartz resonating along with it on a nice little trip. Apparently while I was doing this, two people came in to leech energy off the place, but I apparently looked up, turned to face them, and my bear spirit guide said "Hi!" in a not-so-friendly tone.
We left shortly there after in order to get some lunch and take Jase to work. We planned on hitting a Culver's for some burgers. Instead, we found a fantastic out-of-the-way Chinese place that had some of the best food any of us had eaten in years. It was truly great food and also some great channeler food. Light and flavorful, but yet very satisfying.
We took Jase to work and then headed back to Mikey's place to chill out for a while. I was feeling very drained and I planned on takign a short nap to just recharge, but wound up snoozing for three hours and as I walked out of Mikey's room, I was greeted by Mikey who was commenting that he'd wound up taking a long nap himself. We lounged about for a bit before deciding to tackle what to do for dinner.
Mikey and I came full circle that night. We went out to the Rock Bottom Brewery, the same place that Mikey and I went on our first date two and a half years before, the same place that I realized that I truly did love Mikey.
This night, I realized that I still loved Mikey, and I think he still loves me, but the time just isn't right. I've just been re-awakened to the Gifts that I have and I'm in a downtime adjusting to all the changes in my life. Mikey is still recovering from his awakening and also facing an upcoming series of emotional rollercoasters that he will have to deal with, regardless of the fact that he doesn't want to deal with them. It was very much a cathartic night for me as I realized that I'm quite happy with the state of the situation between Mikey and I.
Dinner was the complete opposite of lunch. It was excellent as well, but dinner was completely empath food. Warm, solid food that sticks to the ribs and keeps you warm inside. We had a great dinner and I completely resolved the Mikey and I situation in a way that was the best solution for the situation.
We headed back up north to pick up Jase from work so he could explain to me about the stones that we had picked up earlier in the day from Free Spirit as well as programming them to work on St. Cloud's frequencies. The teaching and the programming didn't take more than an hour. I was laying in Jase's workspace working with a specific rock when Jase started blasting at me on empathic frequencies which was quickly followed by a blast of fear from Mikey.
Somehow the night had turned from being about me to being about Mike. I joined them in the other room and wound up acting as a middleman translator between Jase (an empath) and Mikey (a channeler).
As we left, I was fully awake in spite of the fact it was then 3am and Mikey was totally wiped out. Mikey was drained, defensive, and most worrying of all for me (as an empath and as a friend) was the fact he was hurt. Jase and I had hit at his core, showing him the truths that he didn't want to deal with and keeps buried away. When we got home, Mikey crashed right into bed...and I wound up sleeping on the floor. Well, I tried to sleep. I finally fell asleep around 8:30am...and my cell phone rang at 8:45am as there were some phone issues at KVSC. I got back to sleep around 9am and had a solid 90 minutes of solid sleep, vividly dreaming the entire time. I got up around 10:30 and took a long hot shower which doubled as a wonderful cleansing and attunement ritual. Mikey and I finally got going Sunday morning (afternoon) around 12:30 getting dinner at a Greek place that I think was called "Myklonos". It was a good solid breakfast to help ground me and keep me level for the rest of the day.
We diddled around the house for a while before heading to the train station. After much delay, the train finally headed out 50 minutes late and yet was only 25 minutes late into St. Paul. I got home and finally got to bed around 3am Monday morning...and here I sit typing this after having a trainee run my show and get signed off as "certified" for KVSC.
It was a fabulous weekend.
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I'm glad you enjoyed yourself *warm smile*
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