09 June 2004

Long time with no updates...

It's gonna be a long time before the next update. I'll be off-line for the most part for quite a while.

I'm broke, no solid job leads are pulling through, and I can't afford to relocate to anywhere right now. I'm throwing in the towel. I can't deal with this right now. The tags on my van expire today (10 day grace period) so after midnight, I don't have a legal vehicle. My car insurance expires on 18 June..add that to the list of shit happening that I can't deal with.

I'm trying to make things better for myself and trying to be a productive member of society, but it's just not happening. For those of you on the astral wavelengths, I'll be off-line there as well. It's better that way. Truly it is.

The Stocky Jock and Kenosha Garou websites will continue as normal, though I'm not sure how motivated or driven I'll be to update Stocky Jock. Kenosha Garou I'll be maintaining and I'll be looking to see if there are others who are willing to step up and take it over if I do return to Minnesota.

E-mail me or call my cell. Though, my cell bill is due today, so I don't know how much longer I'll have that. I won't be on instant messenger or chat sites. I may re-appear at some point, but who knows, the appeal of being a luddite is calling loudly.

The only thing going right in my life right now is and it's not fair to him to have my pile of shit life piled on him. Right now, I'm thinking that I'll be heading back to Minnesota. It's home to me. Chicago is a big sprawling city that I'm not wanting to live in and that I'm not totally comfortable here.

That's where I stand right now...I'm on the edge of a cliff...and there's crumbling noises below...

6 comments:

aadroma said...

Honey.

/_\ (HUG) I really wish I could help you somehow... I doubt Sean wants you to leave so ... at least sleep on it ...

buddachewie said...

Is there not a resturant of fast food near Sean's place that you may walk to? Two week or Three in prision will set you free. Chicago or Minnesota, it matters none and matters all, for you are at a crossroads. Both cities call you to be,both equal in stature, both leading to a different path... but who will you be?

leiny said...

Try Paige:
http://www.paigepersonnel.com/
There a pretty good agency and one of their offices isn't to far away from you guys.

bigbearjt said...

Care to give a non-local an idea of which one isn't too far away. I've been here a week...I don't know Chicago or the metro area.

leiny said...

The Rolling Meadows and Vernon Hills offices are about the same distance. Since I've used the Rolling Meadows office I'll take tell ya how to get there.
Drive south on Wolf Road(the one your ballcony faces). Then drive West on Palatine road (you have to exit onto it).
That that all the way to IL 53 and take that south.
Take the IL-62(ALGONQUIN RD) exit.
When you come down to the light after getting off 53 the building basically right in front of you. Make a left at the light then turn right into the business complex. Its the building further in back.
3601 Algonquin Road
Suite 950

bigbearjt said...

That's easy. My friend John lives right over there across from the main entrance to Motorola. I'll zip over there in the morning.

Thanks *big bear hugs*