30 July 2004

I give up on today...I'll try living tomorrow...

Okay, I can't figure this project out. I just had to pay more on my car insurance because I read the wrong amount on the invoice.

I absolutely have to have this project finished by this weekend...or I'm not eating. It's that simple. I have $3.18 to my name. That's not gonna last until 13 August when I get my first paycheck (for a whopping 3 hours)...my first real paycheck isn't until 20 August.

I'm having one of those days where it just feels like I can't win...I can't do anything right...and I just want to fucking end it all...not for myself...but for those around me who have to suffer my patheticness.

If anyone wants to contribute to the feed JT fund...feel free. I'd greatly appreciate it.











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