The Love They give us...

Odd that the song that's playing is the song that's playing...it's the instrumental version of this...

I must thank the Lord and Lady for those lil things that remind us of the Spirit and the Divine and that they are there. My mom sent me my birthday money early (my birthday is 30 Aug)...and that was spent taking Sean out to dinner, paying bills, and doing #4 today along with getting an oil change in Sean's car. There was a small mixup on the contract I was working on and I wasn't getting paid the "completion" pay I thought I was getting. I get home and what's in the mailbox. An early birthday card from my Dad and step-mom with just enough in it to replace my monitor. (What I was going to do with the contract money)...

I'll admit that I'd been somewhat selfish and had really been questioning my faith in the Divine and in Spirit and I asked for a sign that they are indeed there and it wasn't something that I was deluded myself into believing.

Funny, our household budget is now liquid enough to get us through until my regular paychecks come in starting on 20 August. There's been other smaller things that have happened and personal epiphanies I've had that remind me that I'm definately happy to be alive and that They truly are here and watching us (and are part of us).

In my own way, I did get what I want. The financial hardship of the next two weeks has been alleviated, my faith has been restored and I'm happy to be alive.