28 October 2004

WTF?!

I decided that I was going to put one of the two lamps on the headboard of the bed...on my altar. My altar sits in front of the switch that is by the door.

As I tried this...the entire top of my altar crashed down, shattered my chalice, chipping the tip off a rutilated quatrz point and chipping out a chunk of a carved amethyst hexagon I have. It also shattered the jar that I used to hold incense. To top it all off, the English Ivy that I had in the chalice was literally sliced to pieces. Every root bunch was sliced off about 2“ above the roots. I was able to save *one* section of four.

I know I’ve been out of touch with the Them and not really practicing my beliefs. There have been a million other things on my mind and there’s the whole issue of Sean being a non-believer and criticising my beliefs...

If I needed a strong swift kick in the ass, this was it.

Now I need to figure out how to rebalance and reset my altar with the missing plant, quartz, and amethyst.

I’m going to be taking a few picture of my altar as well and posting them here.

But for now, I have all my ritual glassware in the dishwasher and I’m going to go try and commune with Them and hope that this was a wake up call/warning from beyond and not the sign of something more serious.

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