Bummed out...

Okay, so now it's *four* of my Minnesota friends who want me back to at least visit...and three of them have said that they'd like me back for good.

It's a warm fuzzy feeling but at the same time, I'm not getting back there any time soon and it doesn't look like I'll be moving either.

I'd have to find a job up there, transfer all my medical care up there, and deal with moving in general.

I have $23 in my pocket and a full tank of gas in the van. I pull up Mapquest to figure out mileage to Maple Grove, MN from here. 410 miles. The wierd thing. I just put in Maple Grove MN..and the "location" of Maple Grove that MapQuest picked is less than 2000' from where the friend I'd be crashing with lives. Wild.

*sits quietly in his chair*

It's wonderful to have great friends...it's even more wonderful to be able to visit them. I'm really starting to think about staying off line a lot more. No more IRC, AIM, Yahoo, etc. I'm just to fed up with things to really deal with things. I'm reaching that point where I don't care any more. I'm ground into this position and I'll be here for quite a while.

I've made the bed. I'll sleep in it.