07 February 2006

Not that anyone cares really...

No update tonight.

I’m sicker than shit and this has been going on now since last Thursday. I *know* I need to see a doctor, likely the ER. I know my diabetes has gone haywire. I’m too scared to go. I“m totally depressed. No triggers that I know of, just a huge rollercoaster of normals and then *wham* and I’m wanting to cut myself up and end it all.

I’m sick and scared and I’m thinking of hitting the ER tomorrow if I’m still this bad or worse when I wake up.

1 comment:

matrixboy said...

*cuddles up to you in bed to prevent you from getting up and doing anything*