Okay, so I goofed in my budget "fix". I thought I'd have $40 for gas, food, laundry, bills...for the next 10 days. Wrong. I had to get gas *today*. I'm sitting on about $3 for the next three weeks. My entire paycheck on 10/2 is gone to rent. Well, actually, all of it and some that doesn't exist. My check will be about $100 light of rent due to the previously discussed disaster.
I'm stressed out, I'm off my anxiety meds, and I can't take this any more. The cats know something is wrong but they'll really figure it out in about three days when they are out of food entirely.
Can I just press a magic reset button? Something that starts this stuff over? I'm holding on to the fact that my budget works...if I can ever get to the top of the hill.
I'm starting to feel like someone I know...and I don't like that feeling of being a total mooch who weighs down on people. That's definately not helping my anxiety..which is feeding my insomnia...and so on.
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