It's been a very long time...

I'm going to start posting here again as well as in . As I have done for the past few years, I started November with the intent of finishing but I've written less than 20 words.

Unfortunately, my head space hasn't been where I need it to be to write.

I was quite pleased to see /David resurface. I worry about him being on the road all the time.

I was even more surpised when /Jeff turned up after several months missing in action.

It's almost as odd/strange as when /Larry rang me up out of the blue. At least 18 months of silence after telling some of his friends that he was wrong for hanging out with "those queers and pagans". 18 months and then to call up and act like nothing had happened and ask me to call him sometime. I'll pass. If I make it to another St. Paul Garou game, he can make an attempt at speaking to me then. If he doesn't, then I know where it stands.

Life is stabilizing and I can tell that I'm regaining my confidence. I'm starting to put my foot down where it needs to be put down and I'm flexing in places I normally wouldn't.

All in all, it's looking like it's going to be a great 2008. Things are falling into place and I think stability is being achieved. I'm starting to save money each paycheck. Not much, but it's a start. I've buckled down, cut out stupid expenses and started planning for grocery trips and have a menu in mind when I go.

Many huge hugs to for his eternal patience and understanding. I'm sure he's thought things weren't getting through to me at times, but it just took time for all the pieces to fit together in a way I understood.

JT out.