from the utvs-might-fun-or-not dept. I finally...

from the utvs-might-fun-or-not dept.

I finally got in contact with UTVS. I've not decided if I'm going to get into it. *mmm* side though, Nick (Dallas' roommate) is back *drool* he's yummy for a jockheaded twink. Are my whore-moans getting that out of hand, or do I just need to get it *in* hand more often. Nick's after chicks, so well, that'll not happen.

I did the three class shuffle today. We got the details of our group presentation today in CMST 192. *gag* It'll suck big time.

ESCI 230 is getting into some algebra, but it still makes sense, and we dont' have to memorize the complex formulas, just the basic ones.

POL 195 (my Poli Sci) class is dull as hell and today the classroom was like a fucking sauna.

The big hottie in my ESCI 230 class was wearing a big baggy flannel shirt today. It showed off his bulk quite well. He's about 6'10" and 350lbs. Nicely built and a nice tummy. I'd call him daddy :)

Hopefully Brad will get back to me about the floor presentation today so I can incorporate his changes into mine. I forgot an entire section of the presentation. I have to add that in then any changes that Brad wants.

Other than a growing feeling of being out of place in multiple ways, I'm adjusting to school well. I feel like I'm the only "normal" gay man on campus as the gay community here seems to be totally invisible. Being 29 and on the "SOTA" floor, which is half populated by kids anyway, I feel like I should be a prof and not a student.

Oh well. I was hoping to find some friends to hang out with and a circle of gay friends to bum around with and commiserate with, but no luck there.

I'm used to being alone by my own choice, now it's that I can't find people that I want to be around and with whom I want to spend time.

It's not homesickness, it's just loneliness. At least, I understand it.