06 September 2002

I. want. drugs.

Some how, I've managed to aggravate my back again. I have no idea how, but I I'm barely able to walk. I have very limited sensation from the hips down. My back feels like it's on fire and like someone is stabbing my low back with a knife over and over again.

I've gotten to the point where I don't really care any more. It's such a constant burning pain that it clouds everything. I can't focus to read, I've laid down a few times to try and sleep, but no luck there. The pain keeps me from getting to sleep.

Hopefully, I'll hear about my MinnesotaCare soon. I *have* to get my steroid series done. Soon.

School is going to be endured but yet it will be the distraction that keeps me going. If this doesn't clear up in the next day or two, I'll be considering dropping from the staff at KVSC for this term at least.

And that's your 10pm news update...

4 comments:

mncub said...

When your ready, hop on my bed, take your clothes off, and i'll rub on you. Maybe tomorrow owen can run you to the ER before you have to be at KVSC, if the dr sez you can go.

bigbearjt said...

Tomorrow? I'm ready to crawl there now.

mncub said...

I don't think crawlin' would help you any better. unless i call dan, then you won't have to crawl.

aadroma said...

I wish I were there to help, honey.

(HUG)