Perhaps I need to be thinking about a long term mental health vacation in a nice rubber room...
31 January 2005
Disturbing mental image...
I was sitting here talking with and pondering why I continue breathing when I had a mental image of going out to one of the islands in the middle of the Mississippi River up in St. Cloud...and slowly slicing my arms from wrist to elbow...and watching myself bleed to death...and pondering the context of it...and how it would be to see my energy running out and back to the earth. I could see it flowing out to other people who need it...and who deserve it more than I do.
Perhaps I need to be thinking about a long term mental health vacation in a nice rubber room...
Perhaps I need to be thinking about a long term mental health vacation in a nice rubber room...
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I just lit the candle. gonna let it burn till it burns out. hopefully my love and energy will reach you. I'm just praying you'll be alright, jt.
I'm officially worried about you. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you to talk to. please, just know that you're worthwhile, you're deserving of happiness. you're a wonderful man with a tender heart.
I wish I could make you feel as special as you are. hopefully the candle I just lit will help in some way, even if it's tiny by the time my energy reaches you.
Nope they usre cotton batting and canvas these days rubber is so passe..
by the way my rhyme time is Draught Craft.. Leave itfor others and start trying it your self.. thinking up clever word puzzles get's your mind off yourself..
Well, wherever it may be, a mental health vacation sounds like a good idea...
Take care...sending good thoughts your way...
*hugs*
*hugzs*
Rubbers nice, so is canvas and cotton. So is twilled flannel :"> mmmmm sooo comfy all.
Its one thing to contemplate such acts. Another to actually do. If i have to i'll hunt u down in the afterlife and thrash you one good!
Me no like it when friends talk bad like that. bearly tolerable when me do it myself! So You No Talk bad like that! okay?
*hugzs*
besides we both survived a common event, we can survive alot of other things then as well. afterall, what can compair to having your heart ripped out and stomped on?
*hugzs* What doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger!
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