07 March 2005

Yeah, I'm alive.

Hi gang

Long time no see in LJ land.

Lots going on...nothing I really want to talk about here. Too many people will make too many judgements and the telephone game of “he said...*gasp* but someone else told me that...” that happens is just not worth it.

I may post a friends-only type post later. There are some things going on that are really bothering me and a couple of situations that make my head hurt.

I’m at one of those spots where everything is changing and yet so much stays the same. I really need to make some serious life changes, but right now, I’m not in a situation to make them happen.
I’m getting there. Slowly.

I’ve made some big mistakes in the last week...and I am just now starting to realize that they were indeed mistakes. I can’t go back and undo what I’ve done, but I can also say that I’d do them again. I think that the consequences will not be what I want...but I did what I did with honesty and respect for those involved.

What will the future hold? Who knows. It’s not going to be a dull and boring ride, that’s for damn sure.

2 comments:

cubziz said...

While I don't know all the changes, I see a few happening...

Changes can be both good and bad. And we needn't know which when we make them... as we rarely can know.

nightfallcub said...

*hugs* some of us aren't leaving. you have people on your side, bigbear...