Open Heart and Open Mind

I realized something as I sat here listening to music...

My heart isn't truly frozen over like I thought. It's just become more particular in who it gets worked up about. Right now, there are two people who are on my radar. Mikey is still there and there is Jason in Cleveland.

Mikey and I have a long history...(read back through all my live journals) and my emotions still run deep for him.

Jason is the newcomer on the scene. I've been talking to him online for a few months. He's a smart, good looking, funny cub who isn't afraid to do things his way and society be damned. He's majoring in bio-medical research and computer science. (ooh, geek cub!)

I know that Mikey will just be a dear friend and I'm content with that. Jason, well, who knows, but he's definately a strong blip on my radar screen.

Rather than seeing the glass and empty with a couple of drops of water in it, I know that I'm lucky to have as many great friends as I do in Dan, Sally, , , , and to also have experienced love like I have as well.